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Daniel B.
Wood, Ph.D.
Lane County, Oregon
Total cost:
$20,000
Number of family members with LD: 1
Lost work/school: 3+ years
Number of years sick: 5+
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I am a 37
year-old, educated professional recognized worldwide in my field
and a victim of Lyme and other tick-borne diseases. I am also
a victim of a medical establishment that is reluctant to test
or treat for these diseases, and that is why I am writing you
today.
I contracted
my initial tick bite while watching drift boats on the Willamette
River, in July 1992 mere blocks from my home. While on a 105-mile
bicycle ride several days later, I came down with flu-like symptoms
including chills, fever and muscle and joint aches. Symptoms
and a red rash around my navel persisted while enroute by car
to a faculty position at a research university in the South,
and I discovered the imbedded tick in my umbilical cavity while
showering one evening some three weeks after arrival. I didn't
know that tick bites can be painless and commonly occur in obscure
areas where they are unlikely to be noticed and I didn't know
one tick can carry multiple diseases. After a very rough night
with a 102-degree fever, aches, delirium and extreme fatigue,
I checked into the emergency room where the tick was removed
and I was diagnosed with a bacterial infection and prescribed
antibiotics.
Instead of
getting better from such a seemingly small incident, I became
worse. Much worse. in the days that followed, I was clinically
diagnosed with Lyme disease by a local practitioner and received
the first of what was to become a two year-long course of antibiotics.
In the meantime, I began to struggle with increasingly severe
symptoms. Amidst the stresses and strains of starting a new job,
I developed excruciatingly painful arthralgias and myalgias,
tremors, weeping skin rashes and disturbed sleep. I became forgetful
and had great difficulty in performing sequential tasks. I frequently
had to excuse myself from lectures and dash down the hall to
the restroom to vomit. I became terribly weak with debilitating
fatigue and I experienced trouble with my eyes and perceptions.
My vision blurred, my eyes became grainy and I developed many
"floaters". But worst of all were the changes in perception
as I began to experience difficulty in writing, editing and proofreading
text. I found I couldn't "see" errors and began to
experience dyslexic letter reversals when writing. Even my handwriting
deteriorated to the point where I had to provide my bank with
a new exemplar to access my account. It became difficult to find
the words I wanted in conversation and while lecturing and stress
began to mount as I found myself searching for words in my very
public position. Normally neat and groomed before my classes,
I took extra shirts to work as I would drench 5-6 daily with
heavy sweats. It became hard to regulate my temperature and my
feet and hands would frequently be cold to the touch while my
torso was feverish. For much of this time, I ran subnormal temperatures
while dripping with perspiration.
When the soft-money
for the position ran out, I returned home to continue my counseling
business and received another year's treatment of oral antibiotics
from my primary care provider. While the symptoms would occasionally
improve for short periods, they always returned and I never quite
regained my previous levels of good health. Thus began a steady
decline which continues.
In time, I
developed severe thyroid difficulties--Graves disease, Hashimoto's
thyroiditis and a toxic multinodular goiter. I responded poorly
to steroid treatment and three treatments with large doses of
radioactive iodine failed to address the thyroid difficulties.
I developed several hundred unusual benign lipomas throughout
my lower back and thighs, and found my energy dwindling to the
point where I was frequently bed-bound and unable to do more
than the simplest tasks. Neurological anomalies persisted.
I went from
being an active, healthy, vibrant adult to one who could barely
function. I went from living independently to living with my
elderly parents as I found I was not well enough to consistently
hold any job outside my home. In time, even my consulting business
went by the board as I struggled with the constant, debilitating
fatigue and pain of my symptoms. Previously, I had bicycled 8,000
- 12,000 miles annually. Now, I could barely get to the mailbox
on my worst days. I went from riding 100 miles 3-4 times weekly
to napping after a car drive to the grocery store.
And yet, the
intermittent, remitting nature of my symptoms led to misunderstandings
and disbelief as days of bed-rest were followed by 30-mile bicycle
rides and "good" weeks, only to crash once again as
I struggled to be "normal". It caused a sense of shame
and diminished self-esteem. Friends doubted and abandoned me.
Colleagues lost patience. Family stayed by me and supported me,
and for that I will always be grateful.
As difficult
as it has been to bear and struggle with the symptoms of these
tick-borne diseases, it has been as bad or worse to deal with
a medical profession that is mired in denial and dismissal. With
the exception of the initial treating physician and my own primary
care physician--who was forced to leave her practice for making
outside referrals--I have been belittled, denigrated and suffered
outright abuse by medical practitioners who accused me of malingering,
hypochondria, and abuse of medical profession. I was "fired"
by my most recent internist for seeking outside referrals and
repeatedly prescribed antidepressants with no clinical history
of depression, a condition widely regarded as responsible for
my constellation of symptoms.
In the past
five years, I have seen more than 25 physicians seeking to alleviate
my ills. Despite asking, begging and demanding to be tested to
determine the possibility of continued tick-borne infections,
I was universally refused. I was told I was depressed, diagnosed
with lupus, rheumatoid arthritis, fibromyalgia, fibrocytis, a
sleep disorder, that I needed surgeries. I have been yelled at,
screamed at, sworn at and cursed by doctors who have ordered
me to leave their offices after asking them to perform a simple
blood test. I was told I could never have contracted Lyme or
other tick-borne diseases because "We don't have them here",
"Because you haven't been anywhere they are", "Because
they are so rare", and--despite previous medical documentation--"Because
you only think you were bitten by a tick and probably
never were".
And now, after
recent testing has shown I am positive for babesiosis and ehrlichiosis
infections, I must now turn my efforts toward finding a physician
out-of-state who is willing to treat me for these documented,
detected illnesses and test for the presence of any remaining
Lyme disease. Even the physician who finally administered these
tests has asked me to seek treatment elsewhere.
As an individual,
I regret the pain, the loss in life-quality. I regret the time
lost, the damage to my career and the cost to myself. As a respected
policy analyst and researcher, I regret the cost to the insurance
company and society as many dead-ends were explored because of
a refusal to consider Occam's razor and the most likely possibilities
through the simplest and most cost-effective means--timely blood-testing
through proven and repeatable methods correlated with clinical
presentation. And I regret my loss of faith and trust in a medical
profession that has refused to acknowledge and treat a growing
health threat, dooming countless others to a fate such as mine
or worse. I can't see the situation getting better soon; the
tick is an efficient vector for disease transmission and the
incidence of infection is already widespread. How long will denial
continue? What would you do if--when--you, a friend, a lover,
spouse or child contract a painful, debilitating tick-borne disease?
How high will the costs mount? How many more will suffer needlessly?
I am real.
This is my story. Will it be yours? |